It's odd that you keep coming out with the kind of stuff that I used to meditate upon for years when I was an 'ecumenical' believer like yourself (though I never had your gift for whimsy). It took me years to wean myself away from that, along with the brutality of experience. Music remains; God doesn't. My position is that I was deceiving myself before - I suppose you think that I, the Prof and blue are deceiving ourselves now (and that Berlioz etc did before)
Dear Dickie,
Gift for whimsy, is there a cure, anyway, deceiving is such a harsh word, so this is just me, my very personal opinion, no reference to any books or links, just me, Atheists to me come across as we have all the answers, they seem so convinced, any mention of God and it is "unleash the dogs of war " and when I try to ease some sense of where you are coming from, I meet a very closed door, this was why I praised the good Prof in a earlier post, he nearly let me in, for me Atheists don't look at the bigger picture, you deny God when there is not a man alive who can come close to describing what God is.
You can deny the God of the Torah, The Bible, the Koran or any other religious book, all wonderful books full of wisdom, but at the end of the day just man thoughts on God, for me personally you don't find God in a book, you find him within✝️
Gonnagle.